Hey!  I feel like I'm too old for this...Maybe getting older makes it harder to talk about yourself.  Lately nothing goes without reflection or revelation, I'm just swimming in my past inside my head and my heart breaks over and over before bed and when I wake up for the people of my past, and the me of my past.  Some of it is like a good heartache, like when you realize you still have a chance to right something and you are so nervous... anyway, I couldn't put off coming home.  Winter can really get under your skin, it keeps pulling me away from whats comfortable; whether this is growth or a need to screw things up- I'm not sure.